Apr 26, 2004 19:47
So, this past couple of weeks has been CRAZY, with my car breakin down... breaking up with my current beau and other crazyness that is my life... And its funny with all the solutions I came up with to solve my problems, (mostly rash decisions that wouldn't have helped) for example, moving back to Dunnellon or Virginia, just anything to make the drama stop. But none of those solutions make sense when you stop to think about it.
Living in Gainesville has made me the happiest I've actually been in years. But in the past week I've had the worst days I've had in months. (Hence the rash ideas of moving away... again.)
BUT THANK GOD for the roommate I have...
I feel that only once or twice in a persons life they meet a friend that can change their life and be there for every stupid problem. Being as I'm 19 and in my "finding myself" stage, I can make a lot of stupid descisions and have some really compulsive reactions to differant situations. But its ironic how much good a little logic can do... Its also great to have a friend who knows EXACTLY what your going through, and can relate and help.
So here is to my best friend in the entire world... the one that I know will always be there for me, through thick and thin. What I have decided in the past two or three hours is that sometimes people need to change... everyone does. At some point in evey persons life there are major changes, in personality, ego, and life styles etc. So based on what I have learned in just the past couple hours, I have decided to undergo some changes of my own. Keeping myself grounded as the odd ball crazybitch I've always been, I intend to elvove myself into a 2.0 ver.
Many of you who know me may be hearing from me, if for no other reason maybe just so I can make ammends. So look out and hold on to your britches, because someones going to be fairily differant over the next couple months.