May 14, 2005 13:00
Well this past week I Haven't been myself the commom qusetions are 'what's wrong' 'are you okay' what are you so quite' I really don't kno why. I have had a lot of crying burts since Monday well no it was after Monday night...Ever since then I have cried like 3 time what seems to be no reason but Ikno that deep down there is.
Ever time that I have cried this song would play in my mind:
Blurry by: Puddle of Mudd
Everything’s so blurry
and everyone's so fake
everybody’s empty
and everything is so messed up
preoccupied without you
I cannot live at all
my whole world surrounds you
I stumble and I crawl
& you could be my someone
you can be my scene
you know that I’ll protect you
from all of the obscene
I wonder what your doing
imagine where you are
there's oceans in between us
but that’s not very far
(Chorus)
can you take it all away
can you take it all away
well you shoved it in my face
this pain you gave to me
can you take it all away
can you take it all away
well you shoved it in my face
this pain you gave to me
everyone is changing
there’s no one left that’s real
make up your own ending
and let me know just how you feel
cause I am lost without you
I cannot live at all
my whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl
you could be my someone
you can be my scene
you know that I will save you
from all of the unclean
I wonder what your doing
I wonder where you are
there’s oceans in between us
but that’s not very far
(Chorus)
Can you take it all away
Can you take it all away
well you shoved it in my face
the pain you gave to me
Nobody told me what you thought
nobody told me what to say
everyone showed you where to turn
showed you when to run away
nobody showed you where to hide
nobody told you what to say
everyone showed you where to turn
showed you when to run away
(Chorus)
Can you take it all away
can you take it all away
can you take away the pain
the pain you gave to me
this pain you gave to me
I don't kno why but it has everytime I have cried this week.Well I have to go I feel like I o'd and my stomach is killing me.I have to go CAst call is at 1:30...in Summerlin and my mom just woke up were going to be late...greate.Hey that rhymed!lol