I'm cute
Hey all what's up with ya? Me I not pissed and I'm feeling a little better.
I just got off the phone with anthony.All of sudden he was like 'you how you say that you don't like being called cut right?' 'yeah and?' 'cute is the new sexy you kno that right?'.Well I don't mind being called cute anymore it doesn't bother me.I like being cute.
To top that off my mom was talking to one of her friends and she told her that when she would co work out that she would take me with her sometimes.My mom friend looked at her and said 'Ashley? Why she has a cute little curvy figure to die for! I kno womean twice her age loved to be in ashley body type.'When my mom told me that it was all like 'whoa' 'me not eating and walking aimlessly when I can't sleep paid off.'lol.Well I try hard.
I babysitting right now and I took the baby to the park and out of the bluse a guy walks up to me and goes yo are the best lookin babysitter that I have seen...ever!Althought creepy it was sweet.I felt better.
There are six major things that are wrong with me:
1. Im insucre
2.I don't tell people what's wrong/keep things inside
3.I have an Inferiority Complex
4.Major trust issuese
5.Low very very low self esteem
6.I cut/hit walls when pissed or hurt
Those are thing that I kno I have and have to work on them.But how?I mean.This didn't happen all in one dasy this took seven years to fully develop.I mean it may forever to fix it.I hope not.But with a little help from a wiccan and a possible new love...I just may make out alive.
Well g2g!love to all!
ttyl
I just got off the phone with anthony.All of sudden he was like 'you how you say that you don't like being called cut right?' 'yeah and?' 'cute is the new sexy you kno that right?'.Well I don't mind being called cute anymore it doesn't bother me.I like being cute.
To top that off my mom was talking to one of her friends and she told her that when she would co work out that she would take me with her sometimes.My mom friend looked at her and said 'Ashley? Why she has a cute little curvy figure to die for! I kno womean twice her age loved to be in ashley body type.'When my mom told me that it was all like 'whoa' 'me not eating and walking aimlessly when I can't sleep paid off.'lol.Well I try hard.
I babysitting right now and I took the baby to the park and out of the bluse a guy walks up to me and goes yo are the best lookin babysitter that I have seen...ever!Althought creepy it was sweet.I felt better.
There are six major things that are wrong with me:
1. Im insucre
2.I don't tell people what's wrong/keep things inside
3.I have an Inferiority Complex
4.Major trust issuese
5.Low very very low self esteem
6.I cut/hit walls when pissed or hurt
Those are thing that I kno I have and have to work on them.But how?I mean.This didn't happen all in one dasy this took seven years to fully develop.I mean it may forever to fix it.I hope not.But with a little help from a wiccan and a possible new love...I just may make out alive.
Well g2g!love to all!
ttyl