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This Week:
Monday - Kim commited suicide.
Thursday - The viewing. I have to admit I was actually really nervous about going given that I hadn't seen Kim's mom in probably 8-10 years but sure enough she recognized me immediately, gave me a hug and mentioned how she'd thought of me and wondered if I'd come. She also made mention of Kim and I being in girl scouts so long ago. It really helped me feel like I wasn't intruding on something that I wasn't welcomed at. (Even though I was mainly there for Elliot/Mike, Pam, & Mark.)
Sat- Josh brought me flowers (a mix of roses and another flower I see all the time but can't remember the name of) to cheer me up b/c I've been sad this week. I still can't believe he did that. It was incredibly thoughtful and it truely did mean a lot to me.
Needless to say I've been sad all week mostly for Elliot/Mike . I wish I could spare him this pain or atleast help him through it, but I doubt I'm doing either. This past week has also been rough b/c I've been flashing back thinking about Caley and Dave but the rest have crossed my mind as well. Also I've started to wonder who's going to die next, I mean in all honesty its not something thats stoped or even really slowed down in years. I'm also worried b/c this yr almost all of my friends are turning 23. None of my friends from highschool have lived past 23.....
Tonight: Rach & I started watching a spanish film called "Mad Love". So far so good a few historical incontistancies. We also treated ourselves to rasberry martinis. Then we gave up on the movie and danced for atleast an hour to New Kids On The Block, Spice Girls, TLC, Inspector Gadget theme song, Vanilla Ice, fraggle rock theme song, saved by the bell theme song and many more blasts from the past.
Monday - Kim commited suicide.
Thursday - The viewing. I have to admit I was actually really nervous about going given that I hadn't seen Kim's mom in probably 8-10 years but sure enough she recognized me immediately, gave me a hug and mentioned how she'd thought of me and wondered if I'd come. She also made mention of Kim and I being in girl scouts so long ago. It really helped me feel like I wasn't intruding on something that I wasn't welcomed at. (Even though I was mainly there for Elliot/Mike, Pam, & Mark.)
Sat- Josh brought me flowers (a mix of roses and another flower I see all the time but can't remember the name of) to cheer me up b/c I've been sad this week. I still can't believe he did that. It was incredibly thoughtful and it truely did mean a lot to me.
Needless to say I've been sad all week mostly for Elliot/Mike . I wish I could spare him this pain or atleast help him through it, but I doubt I'm doing either. This past week has also been rough b/c I've been flashing back thinking about Caley and Dave but the rest have crossed my mind as well. Also I've started to wonder who's going to die next, I mean in all honesty its not something thats stoped or even really slowed down in years. I'm also worried b/c this yr almost all of my friends are turning 23. None of my friends from highschool have lived past 23.....
Tonight: Rach & I started watching a spanish film called "Mad Love". So far so good a few historical incontistancies. We also treated ourselves to rasberry martinis. Then we gave up on the movie and danced for atleast an hour to New Kids On The Block, Spice Girls, TLC, Inspector Gadget theme song, Vanilla Ice, fraggle rock theme song, saved by the bell theme song and many more blasts from the past.