Nov 29, 2007 09:14
Ok. You do not know how mad/depressed I am right now. So I will start ranting. Lets see. Ok first of all, my best friend (lets call her A) has basically ditched me for another friend (lets call her B) that used to be my best friend. They keep ditching me to go someplace like at lunch and stuff. She always laughs at her jokes and like doesn't at mine. I mean seriously. A always invites me to go somewhere but my parents have this thing where I have to have points to go somewhere with my friends. So like most of the time, I can't go. Then she'll ask B and B will always go because she's like a party animal. Whenever I'm with B, she laughs at me and makes fun of me either when we're alone or when we're with A. I cna't help that I'm the smartest one out of all of them and that I actually care about my grades. B got a 52 on her Trimester exam in math and she was laughing about it. She doesn't care and if I got that, I would be crying. Then I told A something really cool and I thought she would think it was cool, but she just like shrugged and left. Yesterday, I came up behind them and I was like Hey guys, and they just kept talking. They didn't even say hi. I am so mad/depressed right now.
I think I'm having major social problems because more and more of who used to be my friends like start ignoring me or thinking I'm crazy, annoying, and weird. I don't know whats going on.
Ok so this other girl that was friends with me started like being really mean to me this year. Last year she was my friend but I guess not this year. This year whenever I do something with someone else and I doing something for fun, she'll start dissing me. Its so f***ing annoying. Like yesterday, my friend and I were doing a dance to Gasolina that people in Costa Rica taught us and it was like dirty dancing. The girl goes, You just can't do it and you look stupid when you do that. I mean I'm just doing it for fun. I've told her like a billion times, stop it ok? and she'll say sorry and we'll be friends again. The next day she would do it again. I'm having real problems.
The weird thing is, my friends (they either don't like the populars or are scared of them) started acting all weird. Then the populars randomly start talking to me. Ya well I have to go right now.
I'll post later more.
xoxo
Krazy_Peacock