ONE HELL OF A WEEK!!!
Let's just start from the begining....
1st... some gay ass people have to run their mouth and start a bunch of shit between me and Craig... and they don't even know what's goin on...... of course we got in a fight about it before i got a chance to explain....
Monday he calls me and tells me he cant be with me anymore and things aren't working out.... then he calls the next day and wants to be with me... it's just so hard and I have no idea what to do.. I have cried myself to sleep everynight this week.... I love him to death and I always will, I just don't know what to think... I thought maybe a break for a while would help then try to start again slow... but I can't take not seeing him, but then again I dont want to see him cuz I know I'll just break down..... it's so hard I hate it all............
*** can't wait till tomorrow... GIRLS NIGHT.... maybe ill be able to get my mind off of this for a little bit
1st... some gay ass people have to run their mouth and start a bunch of shit between me and Craig... and they don't even know what's goin on...... of course we got in a fight about it before i got a chance to explain....
Monday he calls me and tells me he cant be with me anymore and things aren't working out.... then he calls the next day and wants to be with me... it's just so hard and I have no idea what to do.. I have cried myself to sleep everynight this week.... I love him to death and I always will, I just don't know what to think... I thought maybe a break for a while would help then try to start again slow... but I can't take not seeing him, but then again I dont want to see him cuz I know I'll just break down..... it's so hard I hate it all............
*** can't wait till tomorrow... GIRLS NIGHT.... maybe ill be able to get my mind off of this for a little bit