one day on the down side
I've been really down lately. I just can't seem to shake it off. I have decided to take note of all the things that are making me unhappy and take action.
1- Lately I can't stand my job. I like the money and the company gives me great benefits and all, but I just can't stand it. I'm trying to be patient but I just don't want to be there anymore. I've decided to work only part time there and now I'm considering just not working there at all. I want to have a job where I'm active not just sitting at a desk all day. I have started the job hunt. Looking for something in the evenings, part-time and decent pay. Not expecting to find something that pays like b of a, but it would be nice.
2-School sucks this semester, or rather I suck at school. My grades just aren't cutting it and a lot has to do with just being plain tired. The candle has burned out and I have to decide between work and school. I just can't do both anymore. So I am going to work part time and just dedicate fully to getting my degree. My parents aren't very happy but it's my future on the line here and I'm not getting any younger.
3- I'm fed up with men. Tired of the bullshit. Men are just as much drama as women. I have been dating a lot these past 2 yrs and have met really nice guys, but I'm too tired to even date. It's just too much effort and I don't have the time or the patience for someone in my life right now. If I let someone in my life it will be because they are contributing something too it not just sucking the life out of me.
1- Lately I can't stand my job. I like the money and the company gives me great benefits and all, but I just can't stand it. I'm trying to be patient but I just don't want to be there anymore. I've decided to work only part time there and now I'm considering just not working there at all. I want to have a job where I'm active not just sitting at a desk all day. I have started the job hunt. Looking for something in the evenings, part-time and decent pay. Not expecting to find something that pays like b of a, but it would be nice.
2-School sucks this semester, or rather I suck at school. My grades just aren't cutting it and a lot has to do with just being plain tired. The candle has burned out and I have to decide between work and school. I just can't do both anymore. So I am going to work part time and just dedicate fully to getting my degree. My parents aren't very happy but it's my future on the line here and I'm not getting any younger.
3- I'm fed up with men. Tired of the bullshit. Men are just as much drama as women. I have been dating a lot these past 2 yrs and have met really nice guys, but I'm too tired to even date. It's just too much effort and I don't have the time or the patience for someone in my life right now. If I let someone in my life it will be because they are contributing something too it not just sucking the life out of me.