jacob
Jacob called me today.
I didnt have a chance to answer. He basicaly left me a message about him getting a new place and working long hours as an excuse for not keeping in touch. He wants me to call him back and he hopes that I dont have any hurt feelings...... After hearing his message I realized just how hurt I really am and just how much I really cared for him. I really missed him these past 4 months and I dont know if I can talk to him. I will end up doing what I always do and put on my happy face, pretend everything is ok and act like good old friends because thats what I am good at, putting on my happy face and keeping all the bad stuff buried deep inside.
I didnt have a chance to answer. He basicaly left me a message about him getting a new place and working long hours as an excuse for not keeping in touch. He wants me to call him back and he hopes that I dont have any hurt feelings...... After hearing his message I realized just how hurt I really am and just how much I really cared for him. I really missed him these past 4 months and I dont know if I can talk to him. I will end up doing what I always do and put on my happy face, pretend everything is ok and act like good old friends because thats what I am good at, putting on my happy face and keeping all the bad stuff buried deep inside.