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wednesday night my parents were out of town so Jacob spent the night.
It was really nice to sleep with him holding me all night.
It's strange how I completely forget about everyone else when ever he is here. Then he leaves and reality comes crashing back and I return to my usual life. When he is here I know who I want to be with, who I want a future with. Then he goes and I realize once again that I need to be realistic and I go back to my sensible single self that loves to be free and unattached!
Sal asked me what exactly are Jacob and I? Well, we are undefined and I like it that way. I know he loves me, I can see it in his eyes and I feel it when he holds me. Do I feel the same....... I dont know. All I know is that he knows how to make me happy and he brings out a different side of me.
In other news..... I started bank of america and I LOVE IT!!! Its such an office job. I sit in my little cubicle and help people out with their accounts all day. I have set a goal for my self! I dont just want to handle consumer accounts, I want to take on global accounts. Thats a huge step! Were talking million dollar companies! I would love to do that, it definitly a good goal to set for my self. I means I have to really work hard and demonstrate my self to them because its a really tough promotion.
It was really nice to sleep with him holding me all night.
It's strange how I completely forget about everyone else when ever he is here. Then he leaves and reality comes crashing back and I return to my usual life. When he is here I know who I want to be with, who I want a future with. Then he goes and I realize once again that I need to be realistic and I go back to my sensible single self that loves to be free and unattached!
Sal asked me what exactly are Jacob and I? Well, we are undefined and I like it that way. I know he loves me, I can see it in his eyes and I feel it when he holds me. Do I feel the same....... I dont know. All I know is that he knows how to make me happy and he brings out a different side of me.
In other news..... I started bank of america and I LOVE IT!!! Its such an office job. I sit in my little cubicle and help people out with their accounts all day. I have set a goal for my self! I dont just want to handle consumer accounts, I want to take on global accounts. Thats a huge step! Were talking million dollar companies! I would love to do that, it definitly a good goal to set for my self. I means I have to really work hard and demonstrate my self to them because its a really tough promotion.