soccer tournament
so we had 2 games, yesterday and today. yesterday, we won. today, we won. yea fun..riiight
yesterday i played for the last 5 minutes...today for the last 1 minute.
i was so fed up i yelled at the coach. not only did he not put me in, but we didnt put any of the SENIOR girls in and 6 other people in. he just kept the same people. THE WHOLE GAME!! and its like, um yea u have a whole other team, sittin and WATCHING the game instead of PLAYING it. granted, the ppl who were playin are good. im not sayin they arent. what i am sayin is that is was vanessa, jessica, and my LAST game in the PHA soccer team. OUR LAST GAME EVER!!! and we didnt get to play. and i mean, wtf. how do u think that made us feel? i love soccer, and any one who knows me knows that. and mr. herbert just made me hate it. i was so fed up. i didnt even want to be on that team. cause it wasnt a team anymore. he wanted to win so bad madly that he forgot how it would make the people who WERENT in the game feel. i mean, are we that bad that puttin us in would just lose the whole game? WE ARE #1....WE WERE GOING TO WIN. DUHHHH
and its like, wtf. im never going to have that moment back. i love soccer just as much as everyone else on that team. granted, im not as talented as lucas, or as fast as diego. but i love the game. i defend, i try my hardest, but it seemed like he didnt care. not only be but vanessa, jessica, nayahra, melianie, kenny, vinny, camili, and many other team members. soccer is about playin a TEAM sport, not a 9 people only sport.
oh yea, he had subs. but they were all the same people!!! and the starters never didnt play. they just KEPT playing.
my last game.....ever.....and i didnt even get to play. i've wasted 3 years of my life to soccer, i deserved to play in that tournament. and i couldnt even do that. just thinkin about it is makin me cry. cause ill never get it back. ill never be able to see how winning feels cause i didnt deserve that trophey. i didnt work for it. i just stood up and watched.
no wonder he didnt win coach of the year. hes not a coach. mr. deane was a coach. he was more of a coach than herbert will EVER be. he understood what a team was, he understood what everyone playin was. he understood that winning WASNT everything. and we were still undefeated last yr.
mr herbert only wanted to win. well great. now he has his trophy that he can just stare at. im sure hell go to sleep great knowin that he made girls CRY. he made us CRY!!!! and he made boys hate the game. GREAT!! im fuckin so happy for him.
fuck PHA. fuck soccer. just..fuck it all
yesterday i played for the last 5 minutes...today for the last 1 minute.
i was so fed up i yelled at the coach. not only did he not put me in, but we didnt put any of the SENIOR girls in and 6 other people in. he just kept the same people. THE WHOLE GAME!! and its like, um yea u have a whole other team, sittin and WATCHING the game instead of PLAYING it. granted, the ppl who were playin are good. im not sayin they arent. what i am sayin is that is was vanessa, jessica, and my LAST game in the PHA soccer team. OUR LAST GAME EVER!!! and we didnt get to play. and i mean, wtf. how do u think that made us feel? i love soccer, and any one who knows me knows that. and mr. herbert just made me hate it. i was so fed up. i didnt even want to be on that team. cause it wasnt a team anymore. he wanted to win so bad madly that he forgot how it would make the people who WERENT in the game feel. i mean, are we that bad that puttin us in would just lose the whole game? WE ARE #1....WE WERE GOING TO WIN. DUHHHH
and its like, wtf. im never going to have that moment back. i love soccer just as much as everyone else on that team. granted, im not as talented as lucas, or as fast as diego. but i love the game. i defend, i try my hardest, but it seemed like he didnt care. not only be but vanessa, jessica, nayahra, melianie, kenny, vinny, camili, and many other team members. soccer is about playin a TEAM sport, not a 9 people only sport.
oh yea, he had subs. but they were all the same people!!! and the starters never didnt play. they just KEPT playing.
my last game.....ever.....and i didnt even get to play. i've wasted 3 years of my life to soccer, i deserved to play in that tournament. and i couldnt even do that. just thinkin about it is makin me cry. cause ill never get it back. ill never be able to see how winning feels cause i didnt deserve that trophey. i didnt work for it. i just stood up and watched.
no wonder he didnt win coach of the year. hes not a coach. mr. deane was a coach. he was more of a coach than herbert will EVER be. he understood what a team was, he understood what everyone playin was. he understood that winning WASNT everything. and we were still undefeated last yr.
mr herbert only wanted to win. well great. now he has his trophy that he can just stare at. im sure hell go to sleep great knowin that he made girls CRY. he made us CRY!!!! and he made boys hate the game. GREAT!! im fuckin so happy for him.
fuck PHA. fuck soccer. just..fuck it all