seriously now

Oct 17, 2005 19:39

i dont want to hear about how u want to kiss her ( Read more... )

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raven319 October 18 2005, 05:14:20 UTC
Don't try the slut thing. I tried it after all the shit with Jake and it was fun, but it definitely didn't make me feel any better. I'm telling you, don't.

Getting over somebody you love is the hardest thing you will ever, ever experience. I'm still getting over Jake, and I know I will be for a very long time, but that's actually a good thing. If you're hurting, at least you know that you can still feel. I was afraid Jake ruined me emotionally until just recently.

It had been 5 months before I could even think about another guy. I didn't think I could feel the same for somebody else ever again until it hit me and now I'm starting a new relationship (with Drew DiPasquale) but starting it very slowly, because I'm still really not ready for true committment.

Sorry that turned into a rant about myself- the point is, don't be a whore because that doesn't make you feel any better. It takes a long, long time to get over somebody you really truly loved, so be patient. You'll be back to yourself much sooner if you allow yourself to let go.

I'm always here for you doll face.

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krazy_me October 18 2005, 20:30:02 UTC
yea, i want a relationship but its hard when ure just a senior in highschool and all the guys r meet are still in highschool like seriously. mind and physcially. its like, im so over highschool boys. i really need a guy whos liek sure of himself and like knows what he wants and will take things slow but not too slow and just idk. not these stupid highschool boys who dont know shit and think like relationships r shit. cause, i hate to admit it, but i need a guy in my life. im just one of those girls. they make me happy. they make me feel sexy and beautiful. and like to know that a guy sees u in a different light and will be there for u and kisses u and hugs u when ur sad and just knows how to hold you, i live for that. i need that. prolly cause ive been in a relationship for the padt like 5 years. ive always had a boyfriend
i mean, yea ive been single but not for a long time. and if i was single, id hook up wit guys. u know? i just love guys, but i hate the way they can make u feel liek shit and worthless and just feel like its alright to talk about a new girl infront of you when they said they loved you and when they where the one that iu went to and u hung outwit and u made out wit. it sucks to know that the guy u are so deeply in love with, is over you.

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