movin on
i miss you so much, but i cant keep going on like this. its been 2 months, and yeah i mean im not gonna lei to you i still think about you and i still cry myself to sleep cause i know we rnt together, but i need to be happy. and right now, i am. well, not with school itself cause u know who hates me, but is desperately in love wit you. but other than that, i like our alone time. it reminds me why i fell in love wit u in the first place
but, playin games wit me isnt gonna make me happy. i mean, it hurts. ya know? so, right now im havin fun. and i should, no commitment. and i would so do that wit you, but i know i cant cause i would just die if we werent exclusive. it would be too weird, and we r both in different places and want different things. so it just wouldnt be fair to either of us, and it wouldnt be smart.
so, im sorry that u had to hear from other people about my life, but im glad i told you. cause i needed you to now, from me. not from any one else. and i know this is so stupid, makin u have to read this instead of telling you. but we never really have time to talk since a) i kinda dont wanna and b) we arent there yet
so, yea, thats it. i think ive told u everything ever now. and i know ive made it difficult to become friends, but ill try harder. i mean, its the least i can do. i do spend every waken moment wit u anyways.
but, playin games wit me isnt gonna make me happy. i mean, it hurts. ya know? so, right now im havin fun. and i should, no commitment. and i would so do that wit you, but i know i cant cause i would just die if we werent exclusive. it would be too weird, and we r both in different places and want different things. so it just wouldnt be fair to either of us, and it wouldnt be smart.
so, im sorry that u had to hear from other people about my life, but im glad i told you. cause i needed you to now, from me. not from any one else. and i know this is so stupid, makin u have to read this instead of telling you. but we never really have time to talk since a) i kinda dont wanna and b) we arent there yet
so, yea, thats it. i think ive told u everything ever now. and i know ive made it difficult to become friends, but ill try harder. i mean, its the least i can do. i do spend every waken moment wit u anyways.