im not a doormat..thanks
well I needed somewhere to just type whatever I felt like and myspace just doesnt do it. I have resorted back to my old livejournal. This summer had been full of little surprised. Surprises of course are not always good. They have been testing my emotional strength like crazy. I am almost ready to break. I never really knew how strong I could be. People lately have been enjoying testing my boundries. They have been trying to break me down. I've been through enough hard times in my life to withstand then and anyone else. I am not going to be the nice doormat anymore. Im sick of being nice always expecting that peoples "good nature" would make them be nice in return. People instead like to step all over the nice people. Im sick of it. No more.