Oct 26, 2004 20:03
I could tell today wasnt going to be good..
I woke up this morning sick still, and in a busy stressful mood. I got to school, did what I needed to do, and went home. Oh and Ive decided that im over the friendship of one person and have moved on. But anyways...like I said I could tell today wasnt good. People werre acting strange, and I seemed to be in a bad mood for no apparent reason. I went on thru the day but by 6 period I found my self almost in tears. I didnt know why, but I was. Everyone had asked what was wrong and I just replied with a simple, "nothing," due to the fact that I really didnt know. I went home did homework, applied for a job, and played some old school Mario.
My mom was up to something but I didnt know what..Then she was missing for a few hours and when she did return she was shitfaced and I was livid. It might not seem that bad but when your mom has been sober for 6 months, after being an alcoholic for 17 years, it pisses you the fuck off...
Now I sit here in disbelief....