Update..depression.
just when i think everythings fine and dandy again
thinking that my parents were finally happy again...
i find out i was COMPLETLY wrong.
im tired,cried out,everything i can think of.
all i feel like doing is sleeping my life away.
my uncle called me, trying to make me feel better,
it worked for a little. but the thought of my dad moving out,
and not taking me with him.. KILLS me. hes my little dad, and i could never leave him alone, he might work all the time, and never have time for his family, but if the one good thing that has come out of my parents begining to start a seperation, its that im finally close to my dad. which is what i have always wanted.
hes moving out in a week and a half.
i woke up from my nap today. at 3:40, and i walked down stairs to find my sisters balling on the couch. and my mom sitting there crying.
it tears me apart, inside and out.
and all i can do is cry.
thinking that my parents were finally happy again...
i find out i was COMPLETLY wrong.
im tired,cried out,everything i can think of.
all i feel like doing is sleeping my life away.
my uncle called me, trying to make me feel better,
it worked for a little. but the thought of my dad moving out,
and not taking me with him.. KILLS me. hes my little dad, and i could never leave him alone, he might work all the time, and never have time for his family, but if the one good thing that has come out of my parents begining to start a seperation, its that im finally close to my dad. which is what i have always wanted.
hes moving out in a week and a half.
i woke up from my nap today. at 3:40, and i walked down stairs to find my sisters balling on the couch. and my mom sitting there crying.
it tears me apart, inside and out.
and all i can do is cry.