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Yesterday "Nick" and I went to visit Dan (my ex) to his work and we had a lot of fun. I thought it would be weird for both of us to see each other again but NO! it was actually fun and it made me happy to see him. =) Too bad that later on I acted like a jerk with him while we were high... I regret acting like that and I hate it even more cause it's not my fault. Have you guys ever had that feeling that when you are high that suddenly for no reason at all you are mean to someone else because you think that you know everything that the person is thinking and those thoughts are actually bad?... bah maybe it's just me but I heard a lot of people that still had that with others.I hate it, it only brings problems between dan and me and I HATE IT!. I really want to hang out with him more often...
Today I went to Boston with Scott and it was fun =), I got two cds: death by chocolate (not the one I wanted though but it's still good), and Sloan, their last cd (I really like it).
I'm very pissed off with "Nick" cause he invited me to this party in Boston but he refused to pick me up at my house because he said that instead of doing that we could meet somewhere else ( i had no idea how to get to that meeting place) after asking him like 5 times to pick me up... I was like wtf??? I go every fucking day to visit you and I drive 2 hours everyday to get there and now you refuse to pick me up! Boston is closer from my house than his house and he still wouldn't do it... whatever, I wasn't that interested in that party anyway.
So here I am, in my room, having the worst cramps on my stomach (period), feeling like shit and writing on my journal.
I have an idea for my new painting and I'm going to start working on it right now.
ps: today Ezequiel sent me some pictures and he made my day =) <3<3<3<3!!!