warning: emo artsy post
im having problems giving credit to myself...
im feeling very awkward with the term "artist" and the fact that people are using this word to describe *me*
0.o
i feel so bottled up, so stifled. i just want more time. i just need more time. i heard something on the radio earlier about blah blah blah... want vs need... something about people not getting what they need, and how that is so often confused with want, and how "we want" is so different from "we need" and im sure it had to do with poverty...
but still, i need more time. i have all these ideas, and each time i have one, i feel like i die inside a little each time i cant create that moment, that idea, that thought.
its hard to remember a moment the way you did before.
this is silly and emotionally driven. i suppose we all have these moments.
lol, and this time i laughed... when i read "no signs of pain" i thought instantly: rain. and then i remembered how easily words can be misread when we dont give them enough time. its silly when i realize that i just need *you* here.
but its ok. really.
im feeling very awkward with the term "artist" and the fact that people are using this word to describe *me*
0.o
i feel so bottled up, so stifled. i just want more time. i just need more time. i heard something on the radio earlier about blah blah blah... want vs need... something about people not getting what they need, and how that is so often confused with want, and how "we want" is so different from "we need" and im sure it had to do with poverty...
but still, i need more time. i have all these ideas, and each time i have one, i feel like i die inside a little each time i cant create that moment, that idea, that thought.
its hard to remember a moment the way you did before.
this is silly and emotionally driven. i suppose we all have these moments.
lol, and this time i laughed... when i read "no signs of pain" i thought instantly: rain. and then i remembered how easily words can be misread when we dont give them enough time. its silly when i realize that i just need *you* here.
but its ok. really.
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