i think im fallin...
I'm lettin myself go again. Hopefully I won't get hurt again this time, but I'll risk it. I'm tired of bein miss-secluded and miss..wutever..the one without a bf lol.. He makes me happy and i could just spend all day everyday with him..might sound gay but wutever, its true. I don't know what to tell Brian now, though. No doubt he'll think im a bitch, but I don't care. We've only been "talkin" for like 2 weeks anywayz..lets compare that with someone I've had feelings for since 9th grade! yea, id say theres a bit of a difference there...so yea our little walk in the rain was awesome-we stayed out for like 2 and a half hours, just talkin and goofin around.. the bad thing...it didnt rain again!!! Pissed Me Off!! ugh so anywayz.. we're "talking" about things tomorrow before we really commit to anything, I hope we can get over things from the past and just start all over, but it is really hard when someone you really have feelings for breaks your heart. Oh well..its life i guess?? anywayz GO RED SOX YANKEES SUCK! hahahaha