Oct 06, 2005 00:18
Shit..... really puts life into perspective. Why him, why not any of the rest of us??
R.I.P
You really dont know when you say good-bye to someone or I love you that it could be the very last time...
I was praying right when I first found out which was some 15 min after me and Ashely heard screaming that they would all be able to come home again... now I have to pray for his family for their terrible loss. God 15... you never think... you just never think you can come so close to that happening to you, geeze when I was 15 I wasnt thinking about death. One of the saddest things ive ever seen standing out there watching everyones devasted faces with really scared, lost looks on their faces with the ambulences everywhere and people going into shock. I think what hurt me the most was what I could see in their eyes... I didnt even see the boys but what I did see will leave a lasting impression...
Sometime soon, all will be good again for me but I walk away with an improved view on how I want to live my life because life has been proven to sometimes be short.