What Have I Done to Get Treated Like Crap?
I honestly want to kill myself but I know I can't but want to. Nobody on t-list seems to care, I've been ignored for the last few days. What I did to get treated that way I don't know, nobody seems to want to tell me. Is it because I say I won't be on but than I am? What did I do to be treated this way. Honestly tell me cause I'm really hurt by it. I have to deal with school, grades, family than have to deal with being ignored by t-list that hurts a lot. Onnies say they understand that if I need to talk to them I can but yet their always busy with school, others or time differences. The people I use to talk with don't talk to me anymore beside a few people. Are you mad at me? Do I bug you too much? Do you hate me? Is it something I did? I want to know I leave my sayatme and get nothing, yet I do so much I post on them I cheer people up. I lie about how I feel and what do I get in re-turn TREATED LIKE CRAP.WHAT DID I DO? Tell me I don't want to feel like I'm useless cause that's how I feel right now. The other day I wasn't tweeting or anything cause I wasn't in the mood I really wanted to kill myself. Everyone can rant and not get yelled at for it but when I rant its no don't say that you don't mean it. Half the time I do mean it and I still want to kill myself. Would if make everyone happy to know they don't have to deal with me anymore? That I won't be there to bug anyone? T-list has no idea how much they've hurt me yes I don't show it cause it seems like they won't care. I belong in the back where nobody will noticed I'm gone. If I am or have bugged you I'm sorry and you won't have to deal with me every again (^_^)