Dec 10, 2006 16:38
So last night Nicole, Lauren E, Erica and me went clubbin...yeah it was the most fun I've had in awhile. Actually the last two weekends I've spent with those girls have been. Anyways so while I was dancing something sort of came to me...
I am so done with be unhappy and sad all the freakin time. This is my senior year so I need to start making the most of it. When the summer ended so did "the group" and you know what, I accept that. I am tired of hearing "oh let's get together, or let's do something this weekend, or hey i'll have you guys over."...9 out the 10 times it never happens.
I've got better things to do with my time then sit around bitchin and being depressed like this.
I am not letting anyone upset me or bring me down anymore. I'm not gonna let some guy intrupt me having a good time either. If you can't be ok with the fact that I'm going to hangout with other guys and going clubbin' and dance with other guys and possibly drink then sorry but you're just not worth it. Ain't no man holding me down. Uh uh.
I'm 18 and single...This is MY senior year so I'm doing it MY way. If someone don't want to be part of it then fine, don't. Nobody is going to bring me down. I am not trying to impress anyone. It's time to get this fuckin started...