Mar 19, 2004 22:18
uhmm.. my dayy wus fine i guess! snow dayy... but it wus realli stupid bc we jus wasted a dayy of our vacationn.. wutever!
slept til 2:30 then got readii nd went over to the centerr at like 3:15ishh! chilled there alllll dayy lol* manderrz didnt get there til lyke 6ish but yeahh.. it wus funn.. but then during the last hr got pretti boringg! its okeyyy tho lol.. uhmm?
tomorroww..? getting up madd earli 2 get readii.. gettin picked up by mandyy 2 go 2 the mall nd chill wit her nd ma babiezz dreia nd ashleyy! seeing a moviee at lyke 11 nd then going shoppingg =D prolyyy gonna b home around 3ishh?! i hope itz funn bc i need to b cheered upp! lol*
tomorro nite..? i think im going to the mall nd chillen wit manderrz.. either that or going wit her jesse sean nd bubba drivingg around nd doing shiett! deno realli yet tho.. prolyy not doin nething wit the guyss tho bc things r realli weird btween all of us noww! it suckss..
things r not going well! i feel like nobodies realli there 4 me nemoree! i hate life now bcuz my grandmother is in the hospital nd i want to cryy! i feel like her nd my family r keeping sumthing from me.. i mean if shes finee nd shes going to b okkaayy then y wont they let her go homee? why has she been there for overr a weekk!??! ughh... i dont like being lied to!! PLUSS.. my aunts mother {{shes practically my grandmother.. bc im so close wit her}} jus passed away last week!! i swear im going to go in2 like a fuking depression stage if i lose nebodie else!!
i cant take all this pressuree nd shiet rite now!! i want to diee! =\ call me.