Saturday Night Fever!
Got home early from the bars. It was marks b-day. Some people suck. The guy that I wrote about on February 8, 2004 was at the bar. He told everyone about what happened. Fucker. I don’t think it’s anyone else’s business. I’ve a very private person and I don’t like people talking about me. I don’t what people think, I don’t really care either, I just don’t like them knowing my personal business. I’m really pissed off. I can understand telling your really good friend, but everyone? Danny said it was because he knew I wouldn’t tell anyone. She’s funny. It’s so embarrassing to show up to the bar and have everyone talking about you. I was fucking wasted that night and he was fucking sober, and I’m coming across as a bitch because I don’t like him. He shouldn’t have taken advantage of the situation and then brag to everyone and ugly fucking grandpa!
Well to be psycho-analytical about it, I think I can trace this back to high school. Sophomore year there was a guy I really liked, so one day I invited him over to hang out when my mom wasn’t home. NOTHING happened, he tried to kiss me and I told him he was moving to fast. So he went around telling the whole school I gave him head. I had never given ANYONE head at that age. And well, He continued to tell everyone that until we graduated, fucking asshole. This is a repeating occurrence in my life, I’ve had many guys spread roomers of things I didn’t do, and some I did. I hate immature boys. Why are some (maybe even most) guy’s like that? What do they have to prove? Don’t they consider someone’s feelings? And you have a better chance of actually getting some action if you don’t act like an ass. I’m just pissed, I thought we’d all grown up since high school, but apparently some people haven’t. Dumbass.
And I guess he’s all butt-hurt because I’m not acting all buddy buddy. Fuck him. God he’s ugly…. That’s another thing… I’m completely embarrassed that I made out with an ugly fucker. Ewwwwwwwwwww yuck!
Well anyway, I came home and just got done watching Nightmare on Elm Street… yippie. I haven’t watched since grade school. It’s pretty creepy until they show Freddy. I don’t think they should have made him so unrealistic looking. Like his face gets torn off and he’s a laughing skull…. Not so scary, but a serial killing rapist? Now that’s some freaken scary shit! I like realistic scary movies, shit that did or could happen. I wanna see Arachnophobia again, another one I haven’t seen since grade school. It freaked me out, I hate spiders… that and I saw it in Jessica’s basement, which is spider infested… I think we even saw a spider on the couch when we were watching it. Anyway, I wonder if it would still freak me out. Probably not. I’m thinking about now watching the banger sisters, and trying to sleep to it. I took some Excedrin so I could go to the bars, but now it’s keeping me up… yuck. I wish I knew where All Dogs Go to Heaven II is, that movie always puts me to sleep. Seriously, I tried to watch it like five times before I actually stayed awake for the whole thing. The first one is good, but the second… that’s a sleeper. Anyway, time to watch the movie. I love having a DVD player on my puter… and the surround sound is good to! HA HA!
Well to be psycho-analytical about it, I think I can trace this back to high school. Sophomore year there was a guy I really liked, so one day I invited him over to hang out when my mom wasn’t home. NOTHING happened, he tried to kiss me and I told him he was moving to fast. So he went around telling the whole school I gave him head. I had never given ANYONE head at that age. And well, He continued to tell everyone that until we graduated, fucking asshole. This is a repeating occurrence in my life, I’ve had many guys spread roomers of things I didn’t do, and some I did. I hate immature boys. Why are some (maybe even most) guy’s like that? What do they have to prove? Don’t they consider someone’s feelings? And you have a better chance of actually getting some action if you don’t act like an ass. I’m just pissed, I thought we’d all grown up since high school, but apparently some people haven’t. Dumbass.
And I guess he’s all butt-hurt because I’m not acting all buddy buddy. Fuck him. God he’s ugly…. That’s another thing… I’m completely embarrassed that I made out with an ugly fucker. Ewwwwwwwwwww yuck!
Well anyway, I came home and just got done watching Nightmare on Elm Street… yippie. I haven’t watched since grade school. It’s pretty creepy until they show Freddy. I don’t think they should have made him so unrealistic looking. Like his face gets torn off and he’s a laughing skull…. Not so scary, but a serial killing rapist? Now that’s some freaken scary shit! I like realistic scary movies, shit that did or could happen. I wanna see Arachnophobia again, another one I haven’t seen since grade school. It freaked me out, I hate spiders… that and I saw it in Jessica’s basement, which is spider infested… I think we even saw a spider on the couch when we were watching it. Anyway, I wonder if it would still freak me out. Probably not. I’m thinking about now watching the banger sisters, and trying to sleep to it. I took some Excedrin so I could go to the bars, but now it’s keeping me up… yuck. I wish I knew where All Dogs Go to Heaven II is, that movie always puts me to sleep. Seriously, I tried to watch it like five times before I actually stayed awake for the whole thing. The first one is good, but the second… that’s a sleeper. Anyway, time to watch the movie. I love having a DVD player on my puter… and the surround sound is good to! HA HA!