ughH ! i hate being SICK!
ugh man. its may 2nd. yesterday was me and eric's 4 month anniversary :) things are going great between us, i just feel so horrible becus lately im beginning to stress out about absolutely everything//and that isn't like me! =\ i dont know whuts going on with me, im confused about so much, and all these massive tests are hitting me ALL at once..i don't know what to do with myself. i just took the SATS yesterday (im lucky if i hit like a 900) and i have the ap english exam tomorrow! i just wish i kood have no fuckin obligations...
today was the walk for hunger, but i koodnt do it. im wayy too sick. it woodve been great community service hours, but i wooda started throwing up atleast one mile into it. its 8AM right now, i need sleep i just woke up on my own and said "hey, i shood update my journal.." im heading back to bed any minute now. yeah so last night me and eric thought it would be kool to spend the night together, considering it was our anniversary and all. me his sis and mom ordered dominos. i was afraid of puking it up so i onlie had one lil piece of pizza and one chicken kicker. unfortunately...i felt sick again..so i had to go to his bathroom and throw up continuously. i felt so horrible...i absolute HATE throwing uP! and everytime i thought i was done, i would feel the need like I had to throw up again! so i laid down after going outside for fresh air at around 930 and didnt wake up until 1220am! i was like, shyt! luckily eric fell asleep too. i hope i didn't ruin his night :( i wanted to just hang out with him and watch a movie, but unfortunately that isnt what happened. thank you so much eric for being there for me last nite..i love you.
today was the walk for hunger, but i koodnt do it. im wayy too sick. it woodve been great community service hours, but i wooda started throwing up atleast one mile into it. its 8AM right now, i need sleep i just woke up on my own and said "hey, i shood update my journal.." im heading back to bed any minute now. yeah so last night me and eric thought it would be kool to spend the night together, considering it was our anniversary and all. me his sis and mom ordered dominos. i was afraid of puking it up so i onlie had one lil piece of pizza and one chicken kicker. unfortunately...i felt sick again..so i had to go to his bathroom and throw up continuously. i felt so horrible...i absolute HATE throwing uP! and everytime i thought i was done, i would feel the need like I had to throw up again! so i laid down after going outside for fresh air at around 930 and didnt wake up until 1220am! i was like, shyt! luckily eric fell asleep too. i hope i didn't ruin his night :( i wanted to just hang out with him and watch a movie, but unfortunately that isnt what happened. thank you so much eric for being there for me last nite..i love you.