(no subject)
It's so simple and complicated.
The way you can crush me.
No matter how much this hurts, this is through.
I get as far as your door before i get caught.
I make up excuses just to touch you and I can't stop, I can't stop.
So are we playing for keeps.
The days begin and they don't end for weeks.
Leave me left out of anyting to do with you.
Excuse me while I fall apart.
Don't flatter yourself sweetheart.
Let me take the wheel and I'll crash this car.
Do you have to make this so hard?
You're so good at pretending everything is alright.
You're as welcome as cancer, but my door is always unlocked.
playing for keeps-matchbook romace
Now you've come this far to prove a point,
that never made much sense,
swallow this down like all your pills,
now your choking on your words that follow me to my sleep,
wide awake and I can't feel it
Of all these things I should have said but never got to,
I would have never led you on because that's the difference
and take back your knife caught in my back,
don't worry I'll be fine,
just like old friends like ones we hate,
for everything you've done to me, am i still breathing,
wide awake and I can't feel it
you can try and try, try to get the best of me,
try and try, try to make this complete
the difference-count the stars
Faint white figures paint my sleep
please don't tell my secrets keep them hidden (you got it)
if the words that matter reach your face from floor
will you be wondering if, or (do I need what is given or honest)
does it cost me scarring if the words stay true
even number your nephew (I don't want it anymore)
and when the answer that you want
is in the question that you state
come what may
in a pain that buckles out your knees
could you stop this if I plead (you got it)
so destined I am to walk among the dark
a child in keeping secrets from (will they know what I've done in the after)
in the sought for matter when the words blame you
in a blood red summer I'll give you (I don't want it)
what did I do to deserve this?
blood red summer-coheed and cambria