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I really need to get some homework done but I just can't concentrate. It was like this all day today and all weekend. Ugh, so much stuff is going on in my mind, it's chaos. I keep trying to just put on some music and start reading stupid gov. but I can't. I start reading and I do that weird thing where I'm not concentrating on what im reading at all but on other things but yet Im still reading and I'll be done with it and have no idea what I just read. I don't know if that's just me or if anyone else does that to. I'm a weird one tho so it wouldnt surprise me if it was just me. I won't be able to sleep tonight either. I'm so tired, like sleeping all through school tired, but I'll lay down and think and think and think! I remember when I said that the next time I have money I was going to put it all to sleeping pills and force myself to get to sleep. Well, that didn't happen. Stupid xmas came a long and then borrowed money was owed so now i'm broke again. Also seeing as how I have no hours at work, I won't have any money even when I get a paycheck. What's the point in having a job?! Oh man, I'm so worried right now cuz I just remembered something that was supposed to happen today and its important and I dont know if it did or not.. Wow. I need to like erase my mine of stuff, like in Eternal Sunshine...... ya, thatd probably help a lot right now. I needed to vent that out some how so yeah. Now I'm off to sitting there wishing I could concentrate and then maybe getting to sleep.