stuck
Here I am where we last left off distressed about life, unsure that I am making the right decisions for everything. I'm not sure that I'm meant to be happy ever. The minute I find someone that I believe I'm happy with they start to push me away. The first we were too young, too serious. this next I'm not sure cause here we are falling to pieces. not sure where I go wrong or if maybe I just keep looking in all the wrong places. all I ask is simple or so it seems, a little romance, some appreciation now and then and someone to call my best friend.
With the first one it was so amazing, he was my best friend, I was so happy it felt so amazing just like everyone said it would. I fell head over heels into a world unknown. of course it was too good to be true and it ended horribly.
he current was something that fell upon me when I was least expecting it. it was great things started out slowly and sweetly honestly it was just what i needed.
Whatever who the fuck am I kidding....I'm never going to find the guy who runs after me when I'm upset, gives me flowers just because he wanted to make me smile, or fuck gives a damn about my feelings for once.
I'll always find the guy whos afraid of commitment and runs when things get serious or pushes me away so they can't get serious.
fuck it I'm distracted by this all
With the first one it was so amazing, he was my best friend, I was so happy it felt so amazing just like everyone said it would. I fell head over heels into a world unknown. of course it was too good to be true and it ended horribly.
he current was something that fell upon me when I was least expecting it. it was great things started out slowly and sweetly honestly it was just what i needed.
Whatever who the fuck am I kidding....I'm never going to find the guy who runs after me when I'm upset, gives me flowers just because he wanted to make me smile, or fuck gives a damn about my feelings for once.
I'll always find the guy whos afraid of commitment and runs when things get serious or pushes me away so they can't get serious.
fuck it I'm distracted by this all