Sep 29, 2006 17:18
ok it's been since Feb since I've been in here obviously a little busy in the last year i have had 12 classes between jan and august so 36 credits. yea needless to say i've been working my butt off.
ok so the real reason for me coming back here was because i needed to get this off my chest.
Everyone keeps getting the wrong idea about me even my supposed "close" friends and it's really bothering me that they think I am like this.
Yes i like sex, who doesn't? But that is not what I am all about if that were the case I would be out sleeping with every boy that came my way. Which I am not, have not, and don't plan on doing so. So LAY THE FUCK OFF. I am NOT a slut. So what I maybe good looking or hot as my boys say, but I haven't gone out and thrown myself at every boy since I've been single. I've only even kissed on person since I've been single.
Also for those of you that used to call me a friend, I'm glad you did this now, because anyone that would think my relationship with dan was all about sex obviously doesn't know me at all. But whatever I don't feel the need to explain myself with that anymore especially not to you. He broke my heart and there is nothing I can do about that anymore. He turned out to be a different person then when I fell in love with him.
Also another thing, I am 22 years old and if I want to spend my weekends drinking and having some fun hanging out with my boy and celebrating that in 2 months I'll be graduating I'm going to. I have 4 day weekends for a reason. That doesn't make me an alcoholic. I am not out of control, I don't wake up hungover, not remembering what happened the night before, and I don't get out of control and I know where all my clothes are.
so for those of you that think I am some sex crazed alcoholic FUCK OFF!!