**a ChAnGe Of HeArT**
Although i was not given the opportunity to talk to Shane about going wit me 2 Alternative-PROM, i was faced with the harsh reality of another problem. I never thought of bringing all of this up to his ex, b/c of some things that have happened between them, and somethings that she has said about me that have hurt me. All of this comes at a very bad time, b/c consecuatively now, i have had one bad thing after another dropped on me, and i just can't handle it all. At first i faced the issue or talking to her about me askin him, with an "Well, she brought all of this on herself" and "Well she'll have to deal with it". But i was also lookin at the other factors that play into how i feel right now, and that was influencing how i was thinking at the time. So now that i have thought about it, i have come to the conclusion that i ultimately must bring it up with her, knowing already what may happen, and preparing myself with how she may very well most likely react....ultimately b/c i would want to know, if the tables were turned. As much as i don't wanna do it, not b/c i'm scared but just b/c i'm so emotionally crushed with everything else and this going on, that i can't believe i am going 2 set that aside 2 think clearly and do the right thing, not for any1 else, but for myself, b/c that's what i would like someone 2 do if i was in her situation.
I honestly could not think of what may happen next b/c i've been through so much crap. But being both physically and mentally weak right now, i can't neglect how much sleep i need, b/c i've been doing that the last few days and that is affecting me 2. So i leave you out there with this:
"Life is 2 short to worry about the little things. We don't know when our time is up, and when we will die, but we do know that we should always make our best efforts to make and keep friendz not enemies. Never sell yourself short of the happyness you seek and seek for others. Don't ever think you're alone in the darkness, b/c their is always some light(even if it is very little) that we can turn to for guidance and help."
-Katie Tucker
**Good-Nite Everyone**
I honestly could not think of what may happen next b/c i've been through so much crap. But being both physically and mentally weak right now, i can't neglect how much sleep i need, b/c i've been doing that the last few days and that is affecting me 2. So i leave you out there with this:
"Life is 2 short to worry about the little things. We don't know when our time is up, and when we will die, but we do know that we should always make our best efforts to make and keep friendz not enemies. Never sell yourself short of the happyness you seek and seek for others. Don't ever think you're alone in the darkness, b/c their is always some light(even if it is very little) that we can turn to for guidance and help."
-Katie Tucker
**Good-Nite Everyone**