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Well well well...
I haven't updated as much as I promised myself I would. I think I just feel so overwhelmed that typing out my day just brings the stress back. Stress has eaten away my life lately. I honestly feel like I was never on winter break. This needs to stop. I don't go to school for a few weeks, so today I decided I am just going to try to have fun until then. Next semester is going to be out of control. It actually scares me a little. And I need to find something interesting for the summer, but we aren't going to talk about that because I am trying to remain STRESS-LESS.
Ughhhhh but I still have that super stressful straw hat audition next month that I am beyond FREAKING OUT over. This needs to stopppp!!!!
Anyway, my dance company's first show is Saturday. I've been rehearsing for that quite a bit. I have an all day tech tomorrow afternoon. I need to remember to go buy make up in the morning.
The only positive part of this break was seeing Ryan Cabrera. Those were amazing nights. I love him and can't wait until he and I get married!! :P
But in all seriousness, he's the sweetest guy. I miss him so much and just wish he would come back. He isn't supposed to be touring again until 2011. However, he is playing this one random show in Allentown PA and Frank offered to drive me there. He's so sweet. He actually loves Ryan Cabrera and offers to take me all over the place to see him. I would never ask him to take me to all these shows he took me to, but he really wants to go. Well, I won't fight that bromance as long as I see Ryan!!
Interestingly enough, that Allentown show is 3 days after our 3 year anniversary. And Allentown is where he and I became really close. We went there a few days after we shared our first kiss. That's where I really began to fall in love with him. I really saw what kind of amazing guy he was when we were in Allentown. That was on March 17, 2007 for you people who know I am a date freak.
THREE YEARS? Wowwwwww.....
Anyway, I am so so so so so so so so tired. Goodnight!
I haven't updated as much as I promised myself I would. I think I just feel so overwhelmed that typing out my day just brings the stress back. Stress has eaten away my life lately. I honestly feel like I was never on winter break. This needs to stop. I don't go to school for a few weeks, so today I decided I am just going to try to have fun until then. Next semester is going to be out of control. It actually scares me a little. And I need to find something interesting for the summer, but we aren't going to talk about that because I am trying to remain STRESS-LESS.
Ughhhhh but I still have that super stressful straw hat audition next month that I am beyond FREAKING OUT over. This needs to stopppp!!!!
Anyway, my dance company's first show is Saturday. I've been rehearsing for that quite a bit. I have an all day tech tomorrow afternoon. I need to remember to go buy make up in the morning.
The only positive part of this break was seeing Ryan Cabrera. Those were amazing nights. I love him and can't wait until he and I get married!! :P
But in all seriousness, he's the sweetest guy. I miss him so much and just wish he would come back. He isn't supposed to be touring again until 2011. However, he is playing this one random show in Allentown PA and Frank offered to drive me there. He's so sweet. He actually loves Ryan Cabrera and offers to take me all over the place to see him. I would never ask him to take me to all these shows he took me to, but he really wants to go. Well, I won't fight that bromance as long as I see Ryan!!
Interestingly enough, that Allentown show is 3 days after our 3 year anniversary. And Allentown is where he and I became really close. We went there a few days after we shared our first kiss. That's where I really began to fall in love with him. I really saw what kind of amazing guy he was when we were in Allentown. That was on March 17, 2007 for you people who know I am a date freak.
THREE YEARS? Wowwwwww.....
Anyway, I am so so so so so so so so tired. Goodnight!