Sep 01, 2005 23:00
When I ask you to listen and you continue to tell me what you think your not doing what i asked. When I ask you for your opinion then you can give it to me. Dont try to pry into my life thinking I will let you in because I wont... atleast not anymore! People dont realise just how fragile I am! People think that Im this totally strong person just bcuz of my past... Well Ill be the first to tell you that your pathetic vision of me is no longer true. I put on a front a "mask" if you will around the people I feel I need to! I am "the weakest link" Yeah I have know how and a lot of will power but that can only get you so far thease days.. I am nothing but a womans child in a world of chaos and krazeyness!! people look at me and say WoW now theres a "GIRL" who knows how to get a head in life.. If thease people knew about half the shit Ive been through shit that I am going through or anything about my child hood they would see that I am nothing but another struggle in this good for nothing life time and have allways been protector of my family the "strong point" if you will! If you want to know me thats fine if you dont oh well theres other people.. ALL I HAVE IS LOVE ALL I WANT IS TO BE LOVED! someone pick up my SHATTERED pieces and put them togeather again
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!~crystal!~