and again
Well I guess I have alot to talk about! so I am going to start by saying I AM A SINGLE WOMAN!!!! again I have been fucked up all day every all last week. Meth and Cocaine will do that to you... I was up all week with no sleep and working ive been sleeping pretty much all this week resting up for the weekend so i can do it all again... yes ill admit it now i have a drug addiction and a alcohol problem.. I made KELLI an awesome kick ass shirt... i broke up with matt so i could for kelli but me and matt are sstill friends and still hang like all the time like best friends would you know... last saturday night me matt and jesse were riding over the bridge of lions in down town st.augustine.... i opened the van door and threw myself out screaming kelli i love you and oh shit i can fly im flying check me out aaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh hahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahaha im flying i can fly flying... matt and jesse picked me up outta the middle of the road and then we went to the st.augustine pier...lol.. this is where the good times start.. the watter was really rough from that tropical storm or what ever.. so dumb ass me was screaming mother nature is a cunt i fucking hate you you whore.hahahahahaha!!!! well she finally got pissed off at me i guess and this huge wave came and splashed me so i jumped down on to the rocks and screamed come on you bitch do it again so she did...lol... so here i am slipping in to the water and matt jumps in and saves me and im screaming I LONG TO DIE I NEED NO LIFE ALL I HAVE IS LOVE AND NOTHING MORE TO GIVE ANYBODY.... he says thats all youll ever need!!!! i dont know whats going on anymore AM I COMMING? AM I GOING? WHERE AM I? WHO ARE YOU? WHO AM I?
ALL I CAN SAY AS I HAVE NOTHING ABSOLUTELY NOTHING TO OFFER ANYONE BUT LOVE AND IF YOU DONT WANT LOVE I CANT HELP YOU CAUSE THATS ALL IM GOOD FOR
i need to be cuddled for a good long while i need a friendly hug GODDAMNIT i need i need well i dont know what i need anymore..
and just as quick as i came in im out
just like a bad habbit love me for a while and then kick me
LOVE ALWAYS
FOREVER SKURTED
!~CRYSTAL!~
ALL I CAN SAY AS I HAVE NOTHING ABSOLUTELY NOTHING TO OFFER ANYONE BUT LOVE AND IF YOU DONT WANT LOVE I CANT HELP YOU CAUSE THATS ALL IM GOOD FOR
i need to be cuddled for a good long while i need a friendly hug GODDAMNIT i need i need well i dont know what i need anymore..
and just as quick as i came in im out
just like a bad habbit love me for a while and then kick me
LOVE ALWAYS
FOREVER SKURTED
!~CRYSTAL!~