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I hate it when it's like this. Do you ever just feel like you don't want to be with someone anymore? I can't really explain why I feel like this...I don't know...maybe because I'm just sick of a lot of the bullshit that happens...I don't know. I don't really know if I really don't want to be with him anymore or if it's just because I'm PMSing..who knows? Sometimes I think about what it'd be like if I was single, and last night when he told me he "wanted to do his own thing", I almost thought he was breaking up with me, but no. "Why are you always on the verge of goodbye before I really show you how I feel inside...why does it always have to come down to you leavin' before I say I love you..why do I always use the words that cut the deepest when I know how much it hurts you...oh baby why, do I do that to you?" Why is that how it is between us? Everytime I mention something he always tells me how much he loves me...he's been telling me he loves me so much lately and shit has just been falling apart and thats when I start to suspect things, which sucks.
Again, like I said, I don't know if its just PMS or if this is really how I feel...I'm giving it a couple weeks and if it doesn't get any better, it's DIP SET..............
Again, like I said, I don't know if its just PMS or if this is really how I feel...I'm giving it a couple weeks and if it doesn't get any better, it's DIP SET..............