Sep 04, 2004 00:03
i feel so.....disconnected
itz a dumb reason, really it is....
i know itz not the end of the world, but it still hurts
i wish i was asked, and it really hurt since i was the only one NOT asked to be on salt team practicly
i always felt sumwhat unattached to the youth group and joe....and i really hated that, i still do
everyone has there little "clicks" and i feel like i dont belong to any....
this just helped to make it stand out even more....
i hate always feeling like an outcast.....it seems like i always do where ever i go in the world.....church, home, school.....
i feel like switching schools and youth groups....maybe then ill feel more at home with people.....or maybe i never will....
why must life be so sad and depressing?