Sep 04, 2006 11:08
Oh, life. Consume me.
I'm back in school, taking nine hours, working full time at HEB in Business Center/Bookkeeping.
Briee and I move into a new apartment in a little under three weeks.
I love new beginnings.
I want to make the most of it this time. It's going to be wonderous.
I've made positive changes in my life, based on the wrong motives, but positive changes none the less.
School is just a diversion of my attention to something better.
I'm looking to buy a condo or house within the year. I want to be a homeowner, and I want to give my baby the yard she needs. The life she deserves.
I want to be on my own, responsible for nothing more than my own actions.
I want to get a motorcycle too, once my car is paid off. I need something I can fall back on if my car unexpectedly chooses not to run and I can't fix its problems.
And gasoline - I've never had more hate for anything.
Life is eating me alive, and I'm gladly folding myself in and going down it's throat.
When I emerge from its fecal matter, I better have a new perspective.