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Jul 09, 2006 13:06

My apartment is filthy.
My dog is pissing all over the floor and tearing all my shit apart.
I'm starving to death,
sleeping,
crying,
doing it again.
And I don't fucking care.
This self destruction, it's soothing, like a lullaby sung before the sleep you don't wake from.

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jyro July 10 2006, 14:46:59 UTC
Darling, what's going on?

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krazee_kayluh July 10 2006, 15:47:26 UTC
Robert dumped me.
Cool.
I've lost 8 pounds. I wanted to lose weight, but I never wanted it to be because I was starving myself to death. I eat once a day, a dinner salad, or some crackers. It's highly unhealthy. I just don't have the desire to feed myself.

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jyro July 10 2006, 16:01:02 UTC
When did this happen? I go away for a week and everything falls apart :\.

Are you doing this because your simply too depressed to eat, or are you punishing yourself?

I wanna give you a hug soooo bad right now :(, the kind that lasts for a good hour.

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krazee_kayluh July 10 2006, 16:44:49 UTC
I'm too depressed.

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jyro July 10 2006, 17:02:40 UTC
You and me both. Why can't we live close by?

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krazee_kayluh July 11 2006, 07:55:33 UTC
I wish so badly that we did.
We could get coffee and smoke cigarettes until... well right about now. Haha, it's late.

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