"...last night, she said 'oh, baby, i feel so down'..."
so, i met punkinbunny's girls. one of them said we looked like a married couple, and that made me smile really hard inside.
but jeez, and i thought middleschool BOYS were bad...these girls were all sorts of rambunctious.
then after that, we went out and i made a faux pas. but i still say that my suitor (..suitess?) is the most gorgeous woman you most ever did see. and i felt horrible for being misunderstood. it's only cute when GIRLS speak before thinking, not boys.
i don't know. i'm so worried that i should be walking on eggshells. because for as long as i've known, i've been TOO honest. i mean, i will flat-out let something fly if i'm thinking it and even though my intentions are good, they aren't always interpreted that way.
sometimes, though, we misinterpret a lot of what others say because we're guided by our own insecurities instead of taking a subjective perspective and just simply ASKING them what they meant. heck, i know IIIII do that. but it's something we all, as people, need to focus on, i think because (and here's where i start my hippie rant) imagine if everyone knew how truly absolutely gorgeous God made them. to me, i think, that'd be Heaven. i mean, if we knew how much God truly loved us (which- and herein lies the problem- is impossible to do, because He loves us SO MUCH), then we'd have no inclination to sin, i think. or hurt others. or, especially, hurt ourselves. 'cause when we hurt others and ourselves, we hurt God. and it's something we really can't grasp because we don't realize how truly empathetic our Abba is, His name be praised, but we have this strange notion that He is distant and off in some other realm...not so. He's more real than i can possibly fathom. it's just..amazing.
i have what you could call imperfect love. it's okay that i do, i'm a human- i'm not capable of completely unconditional love, no matter how hard i try, because my sin doesn't let me have 100% unconditional love. but regardless- i have imperfect love. i don't love EVERYONE out there, and i happen to love one human lots more than i love everyone else. but God doesn't love like that. He doesn't love one person more than others, or love only few people (which, and this breaks my heart, is not the message that the modern church has the tendency to project), HE LOVES EVERYONE READING THIS, AND EVERYONE NOT. HE LOVES EVERYONE CHRISTIAN, AND EVERYONE NOT. HE LOVES YOU, HE LOVES ME, He loves all of us SO MUCH. God loves all of you SO FUCKING MUCH! and He loves you endlessly. and we forget that so easily. WHY?
because Satan doesn't want you to accept His love.
because, you know, how you accept His love determines how you react to His will and whether or not you accept salvation.
He isn't asking for ANYTHING but your acceptance.
kind of humourous; in this day and age when "acceptance" is prized most, so many fail to accept His never-failing love.
but jeez, and i thought middleschool BOYS were bad...these girls were all sorts of rambunctious.
then after that, we went out and i made a faux pas. but i still say that my suitor (..suitess?) is the most gorgeous woman you most ever did see. and i felt horrible for being misunderstood. it's only cute when GIRLS speak before thinking, not boys.
i don't know. i'm so worried that i should be walking on eggshells. because for as long as i've known, i've been TOO honest. i mean, i will flat-out let something fly if i'm thinking it and even though my intentions are good, they aren't always interpreted that way.
sometimes, though, we misinterpret a lot of what others say because we're guided by our own insecurities instead of taking a subjective perspective and just simply ASKING them what they meant. heck, i know IIIII do that. but it's something we all, as people, need to focus on, i think because (and here's where i start my hippie rant) imagine if everyone knew how truly absolutely gorgeous God made them. to me, i think, that'd be Heaven. i mean, if we knew how much God truly loved us (which- and herein lies the problem- is impossible to do, because He loves us SO MUCH), then we'd have no inclination to sin, i think. or hurt others. or, especially, hurt ourselves. 'cause when we hurt others and ourselves, we hurt God. and it's something we really can't grasp because we don't realize how truly empathetic our Abba is, His name be praised, but we have this strange notion that He is distant and off in some other realm...not so. He's more real than i can possibly fathom. it's just..amazing.
i have what you could call imperfect love. it's okay that i do, i'm a human- i'm not capable of completely unconditional love, no matter how hard i try, because my sin doesn't let me have 100% unconditional love. but regardless- i have imperfect love. i don't love EVERYONE out there, and i happen to love one human lots more than i love everyone else. but God doesn't love like that. He doesn't love one person more than others, or love only few people (which, and this breaks my heart, is not the message that the modern church has the tendency to project), HE LOVES EVERYONE READING THIS, AND EVERYONE NOT. HE LOVES EVERYONE CHRISTIAN, AND EVERYONE NOT. HE LOVES YOU, HE LOVES ME, He loves all of us SO MUCH. God loves all of you SO FUCKING MUCH! and He loves you endlessly. and we forget that so easily. WHY?
because Satan doesn't want you to accept His love.
because, you know, how you accept His love determines how you react to His will and whether or not you accept salvation.
He isn't asking for ANYTHING but your acceptance.
kind of humourous; in this day and age when "acceptance" is prized most, so many fail to accept His never-failing love.