Oct 13, 2008 15:34
im still in love with him, ugh, can you blame me?
icantdoit.
ihave a new boyfriend, so i cant be thinking that way.
george, i hate it.
i know that hes happy with his new girlfriends, his aka wifey.
im happy that hes happy, but it aint with me =/ i shouldnt care but ido.
i hope he never reads this, tho he knows what i feel, kinda.
it sucks.
i just wish i could fastforward things but then again i dont
cus i met my boyfriend which is amazing =)
i just feel like sometimes its not enuff, that he cant do what george did.
ugh i hate 1st loves.
letoya's she cant song is exacttly how i feel, kill me.
i want him out of my love life...wait cant he be history.
i need to LITERALLY let go.
-mari
ps: your 1st is always your best