I seriously...I'm just done.
God...how selfish can I be?? I have soo much to be thankful for...and here I am complaining...I seriously hate myself right now...who am I to come home and yell at my parents for absolutly nothing...when I know they do everything they can for me. But feeling alone....all the time it's just gotten to me. I don't even know who I am anymore...and worst of I don't even care...I have no emotion anymore. God...I hate myself right now.
Foggy Daze
A sweet, calm smile rests on my face,
But if you stare into my eyes,
Storm clouds billow and churn,
Tears glaze like rainy day skies.
I haven't seen the sun
Since I don't know when,
A misty gray shroud
Blocks and clouds my vision.
My life's been taken over
By a sadistic grandfather clock.
Time haunts and taunts me,
There's no way to keep up.
But if you ask me how I've been,
Invariably I'll look up and grin;
For what more is there to say
Besides, "Oh, I'm OK."