Reality Check
As I sit here on this Tuesday night, I can't help but think about this semester and how it flew by.
Like seriously! FLEW. Just like I picked it up, and chucked it.
Blah. Life if just going too fast.
I want it to take a pit-stop, and just let me enjoy it for a while.
'Cause before I know it, I'll be 35. Hooray..
So closing out my 5th semester at FAU I got all A's and B's!
Which is very exciting considering my class load.
And...if you really want to know that's - 5 A's and 4 B's.
That's a LOT of classes for a college student! Damn.
My friends are awesome. I'm closer with them now than I ever was before.
Well, most of them at least.
I've made new ones, and lost contact with old ones, but that's life.
There's also the ones that I don't really talk to too often, just because we're all so busy with our different schedules - and if they don't go to my university, it's rather hard to keep up. Regardless, I know that if I needed something I'd still be there for them, and they'd be there for me.
It's nice to know that I have people like that in my life as well.
Love? Oh yes. Love.
Interesting that you bring that up.
I feel like I've met the guy of my dreams.
And all mushy shit aside, I'm dead serious.
He'll play video games with me, watch anime with me, listen to my music, watch the same movies with me, and relate in almost every way with me. It's things like this that make me fall for someone. Then, to top it all off, the fact that EVERY single one of my friends love him, and get along with him, make it ten times better. I never would have thought that I'd get myself into this kind of deal - but I did. Go figure.
But with all good things comes the bad --- but its not necessarily that bad.
Ben is his name.
And he lives in Yarm.
Where's Yarm?
In ENGLAND.
Yes.
So for the breaks, he goes home. (Like right now)
And I don't get to see him. Which drives me insane. But if we can get through breaks, we can get through anything...
Sappy part over.
The football team here at FAU has done well.
So well, in fact, that we are going to a BOWL GAME IN NEW ORLEANS!!!
Shiiiiiiiiiiiit.
So I'm leaving at 6:00AM to get on a bus and hike it to N.Orleans. Great.
I'll try to sleep most of the way, lol.
I'll be back in Florida Saturday night. So, that's what I'll be up to.
That's really it for now.
I miss Ben like crazy - and wish he was here.
I pick him up from the airport the 3rd of January.
I have a freakin' countdown on my dashboard (on my Mac computer[WIN]) to when he gets here.
It's quite possibly going to be one of the best days ever.
How have I fallen so hard?
I'm not one person to cry - or show weakness - ever.
When he left, I cried like a little bitch. For like 20 minutes.
Then that night, sleeping alone for the first time in weeks, I did again.
Sucks, a lot. I hate crying.
But that means I must like him a lot, right? Right.
And I do.
FINALLY.
I think I might be headed in a good direction with this one.
Like seriously! FLEW. Just like I picked it up, and chucked it.
Blah. Life if just going too fast.
I want it to take a pit-stop, and just let me enjoy it for a while.
'Cause before I know it, I'll be 35. Hooray..
So closing out my 5th semester at FAU I got all A's and B's!
Which is very exciting considering my class load.
And...if you really want to know that's - 5 A's and 4 B's.
That's a LOT of classes for a college student! Damn.
My friends are awesome. I'm closer with them now than I ever was before.
Well, most of them at least.
I've made new ones, and lost contact with old ones, but that's life.
There's also the ones that I don't really talk to too often, just because we're all so busy with our different schedules - and if they don't go to my university, it's rather hard to keep up. Regardless, I know that if I needed something I'd still be there for them, and they'd be there for me.
It's nice to know that I have people like that in my life as well.
Love? Oh yes. Love.
Interesting that you bring that up.
I feel like I've met the guy of my dreams.
And all mushy shit aside, I'm dead serious.
He'll play video games with me, watch anime with me, listen to my music, watch the same movies with me, and relate in almost every way with me. It's things like this that make me fall for someone. Then, to top it all off, the fact that EVERY single one of my friends love him, and get along with him, make it ten times better. I never would have thought that I'd get myself into this kind of deal - but I did. Go figure.
But with all good things comes the bad --- but its not necessarily that bad.
Ben is his name.
And he lives in Yarm.
Where's Yarm?
In ENGLAND.
Yes.
So for the breaks, he goes home. (Like right now)
And I don't get to see him. Which drives me insane. But if we can get through breaks, we can get through anything...
Sappy part over.
The football team here at FAU has done well.
So well, in fact, that we are going to a BOWL GAME IN NEW ORLEANS!!!
Shiiiiiiiiiiiit.
So I'm leaving at 6:00AM to get on a bus and hike it to N.Orleans. Great.
I'll try to sleep most of the way, lol.
I'll be back in Florida Saturday night. So, that's what I'll be up to.
That's really it for now.
I miss Ben like crazy - and wish he was here.
I pick him up from the airport the 3rd of January.
I have a freakin' countdown on my dashboard (on my Mac computer[WIN]) to when he gets here.
It's quite possibly going to be one of the best days ever.
How have I fallen so hard?
I'm not one person to cry - or show weakness - ever.
When he left, I cried like a little bitch. For like 20 minutes.
Then that night, sleeping alone for the first time in weeks, I did again.
Sucks, a lot. I hate crying.
But that means I must like him a lot, right? Right.
And I do.
FINALLY.
I think I might be headed in a good direction with this one.