No good deed..
Ahhhhh
Work was AWFUL today !!
Not the kids or anything..
or Rich for that matter.
Just -
It was SO LONG.
It seemed like I was there for 24 flipping hours.
The weather was shitty at the end.
We played a soccer game at the beginning.
My team won [=.
Thennn,
Burnout (PS2) tournament
and a Tony Hawk tournament.
Those are still in the process.
Rich left early.
So I had an hour without him.
The kids were being INSANE.
I didn`t really care though.
I`m a good counselor,
I swear.
Fresh Prince of Bel Air is on.
I miss the old days.
A lot.
I thought again today.
I need to stop doing that.
I thought about the past.
How much I miss it.
High School...
Middle School...
even Elementary School.
I miss some of my old friends.
When drama wasn`t apart of life [elementary].
I guess that`s apart of growing,
just be happy with the memories.
I`ve got a lot to look forward to.
Dorms..
Friends..
Social Life..
Music..
Birthday..
Dan..
I just need to live in the moment.
Stop living in the past,
and stop attempting to live in the future.
Take every day,
as if it`s my last.
Right ?
Right !
[=
Kelly Clarkson is on Friday !!
AHHHHH !!
So fucking excited.
Angela`s party is the same night as Kelly.
Wtf.
Lame.
Sorry girl ]=
Daniel is coming later.
A full weekend of him,
and then every night there after.
Honestly,
I couldn`t be happier.
[try to hold your vomit.]
He IM`s me and I get excited.
He calls me and I think about what I`m going to say.
He holds me and I feel like nothing can harm me.
I look into his eyes and forget it, I`m done.
[you may now vomit.]
How the fuck does that happen?
I don`t deserve this shit.
Some fgt that saves cats from trees,
buries dead birds [inside joke],
and works at a shelter
deserves something like this.
I`m done being dumb.
South Park = <3
My 2nd favorite show. Ever.
Kelly Kelly Kelly Kelly Kelly Kelly Kelly
Kelly Kelly Kelly Kelly Kelly Kelly Kelly
Kelly Kelly Kelly Kelly Kelly Kelly Kelly
Kelly Kelly Kelly Kelly Kelly Kelly Kelly
Kelly Kelly Kelly Kelly Kelly Kelly Kelly
Kelly Kelly Kelly Kelly Kelly Kelly Kelly
C L A R K S O N ! !
Yay !!
-out-
[.xo.]