Feeling Gloomy...

Jan 05, 2008 17:10

So today is another rainy day. Its cool because I didn't have shit to do anyway but my thing is this, Im the type of person that will cuddle up and call it a dvd day... PERIOD! My dude is the same way but its like ever since his trifling ass auntie, her daughter, and her grandson moved in it has been like im living in hell.

Let me just give a brief rundown on why im living here. After my mother died, my sister and I moved in together and had no problem splitting the rent until one day she came home from work and told me that she called the landlord and broke our lease. Even though I was  employed, i was attending school so thats where all my extra money was going. Since she did it short notice, I couldnt just go out and put money on an apt, I needed to save up money. My boyfriends mom was kind enough to offer me a place to stay until i had enough to move out and thats how i ended up here.

Now, this is his grandmas house, a big ass house where everyone has their own rooms and shit but when these hoes moved in it was like a thunder cloud over everyones head. They are rude, disrespectful, dirty, stanky, lazy.... do you get the point or should I continue?

Here is the point that im getting to. I want some fucking alone time with my man! Stop calling his cell phone from the house phone asking him to bring you shit that is sitting right next to you. Stop inviting yourself to our quality time movie nights. Just stop all the bull shit better yet move out cuz nobody wants you here. It pisses me off because my boyfriend and i have been through a of shit these past couple of months and now that we are moving along the right path its something else in the way.... aaarrrggghhh im so fuckin frustrated! Just another thing to make me depressed and sad.... as if the rain doesnt already give off the gloomy presence. I guess ill just go to sleep since im already laying here with my laptop.... what a way to start off the new year!

gloomy, rain, sad

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