Im sort of in a phunk (funk)....
This weekend was great...went down to Jacksonville,Nc and then to Esmerald Isle and then on to Morehead city.I had a blast with 23 of us and i would not change one minute of it. And man is my body sore from the beach olympics we had...oww...
I have been thinking alot lately.... i have come up with this>> I am frustrated..frustrated with me, my actions, my thoughts, everything. I realize that not everyone is going to like me, but people that i thought like me all along, were really covering the fact up that i might not have been good enough. Im sick of crying over this stuff, over being hurt by people.But for some reason, i cant bring myself to be stronger and not trust so easily. I will just keep getting hurt and heartbroken. One day i will learn, right? Much <3
I have been thinking alot lately.... i have come up with this>> I am frustrated..frustrated with me, my actions, my thoughts, everything. I realize that not everyone is going to like me, but people that i thought like me all along, were really covering the fact up that i might not have been good enough. Im sick of crying over this stuff, over being hurt by people.But for some reason, i cant bring myself to be stronger and not trust so easily. I will just keep getting hurt and heartbroken. One day i will learn, right? Much <3