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Looking into my little world at this moment you will see a dirty little girl with her hair thrown atop her head, sitting on the floor in jeans that are to big a little tank top and pearls, she sits in front of her computer that is also on the floor thinking of how to put her life for the past month in words that would actually do it some justice. For the past couple of months the little girl has grown up immensely. She has learned how to sit in a room by herself with no distractions and actually be content. Her life up until now has been changing in slight ways that are possibly not noticed by anyone other then her. The reason these changes are only noticeable to her are because they only go on in her head, although our little girl was never the shy one she has finally decided that she will completely speak her mind. She is sick of the fake people in High School who pretend to be her friend and has finally told them all so. High School is over in a handful of days and our heroine is ready to run out of the school with her best friend, diploma, and random memories in hand. She is sick of hearing people tell her that the years of High School are the best of her life and that she will look back at them with envy. She thinks to herself how depressing life will be if the years to come don't surpass High School but knows that this end is only the beginning of her life. Finally content with herself our heroin has allowed herself to let go and possible fall in love. Although unsure if this is what it truly is she has been seeing an Ex boyfriend who makes her glow and giggle. Their relationship is without labels but it needs non they are happy to just be with one another. They spend what ever days or hours they can with one another both allowing themselves to be who they are and say what they want. This relationship is the most meaningful one that she has ever had, the thoughts of him fill her head endlessly. She babbles on pointlessly about him to her friends who do there very best to listen to every word because they know how much it means to her. When all is said and done our heroine is finally happy with her life and ready for all the changes that are ready to come. She has learned that she is a beautiful person inside and out and does not have to be told that in order for it to be true, she has also learned that she is creative, artistic, and intrusting. It amazes her that many people actually listen to her when she talks, some people believe that she has a certain aura to her that captivate or attract people, but she is just being herself.