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Holding on to things, that I should have let go along time ago
Sometimes I wonder if keeping all this time does change something?
It can make me smile for a while but in the end it just bring tears in my eyes;
Tears that no matter how I try to stop just keep on falling
Memories that I try to forget, but in the end I still remember like it happens yesterday
It reaches to the point of dreaming those events that wakes me up at night
That it can be a sweet dream for a while before it turns into a nightmare
Its eating me up to the point when I look at the mirror
All I can see is a ghost, a girl who can't leave the past behind
No matter how I try to cover myself up with my fake smile and enthusiasm
I don't want them to notice what is happening to me
To the point that I avoid them and lock myself in my own world
Sometimes I wonder if keeping all this time does change something?
It can make me smile for a while but in the end it just bring tears in my eyes;
Tears that no matter how I try to stop just keep on falling
Memories that I try to forget, but in the end I still remember like it happens yesterday
It reaches to the point of dreaming those events that wakes me up at night
That it can be a sweet dream for a while before it turns into a nightmare
Its eating me up to the point when I look at the mirror
All I can see is a ghost, a girl who can't leave the past behind
No matter how I try to cover myself up with my fake smile and enthusiasm
I don't want them to notice what is happening to me
To the point that I avoid them and lock myself in my own world