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Book I read this is what the main character thinks after she just slept with some guy cuz she dident want to think she was gay or something.
“After she had dressed, she sat in an arm chair, thinking calmly dispassionately .
Diana Holland, you have really made a mess of things.
You let that crude animal do that to you, but you wouldn’t let a tender sensitive woman
-some one you care for- do what both of you want.
Not performing an act - does that make your want of it not exist ?
If you had made love with her last night would that have made you less of a person?
Less a woman? She is a beautiful extraordinary person.
You not only could do worse, you have done worse.
When you let a drunk paw you for four years in the sanctified state of marriage.
Tonight for instance .
What is it that your afraid of ? What you feel ? What other people will think?
Where is your courage ? Your honesty? Your self esteem ?
What do you care how many men or women she’s had ?
Did she care how many you’ve had?
She wanted you. Just hope she still does.”
Curious Wine