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[krappyoca1]

Hey , I think you'll be happy to know that im doing a lot better. I still get depressed a lot but as weird as this sounds I sometimes have a lot more fun than i would if I was with her. she always wanted to do what ever she wanted and now i get to do what ever I want, so I guess its a benefit. I still wish she was around but sometimes i realize that if she were around she would tell me about how anoying im being or making me feel unimportant so its nice to realize i dont need her to feel important and now that she's gone I realize that now I can find some one who actually appreciates who I am and who I will always be . Not that she was a tyrant, and that she wasent good to me but a lot of times but she did things that I believe no one that loves you would do , so in conclusion I guess what I'm saying is that she dosent love me and I am going to try everything I can to not love her anymore because its for the best .

man! I feel like im in 12 grade again I swear to god I am never dating another Bi or Bi curious person ever AGAIN !