bah!! time to vent/wait for my turn to shower
soooo yea......... i just worked out and im real sweaty. i used one of the new elipticals... and i didnt like it that much, it was harder on my knees than the other kind. but either that made it harder, ive been eating more, or ive been smoking more. probably all 3... but yea... i havent worked out in a while either because ive been super busy/too tired or not feeling well. im determined to get back to it though.. shouldnt be too hard. but EWW tomorrow is going to suck!!!!! lots of studying for econ. ive been studing all day every day since sunday... which is gross!!!!! but after tomorrow, it shouldnt be bad. although thursday will be busy too... after the exam/other classes i have to ride 2 horses, have the weekly dinner date with my loves =) and then go to a meeting, then go pick up kaylas boyfriend from the airport because shes not allowed to (which is just wierd), and i totally understand the stress of a long distance relationship, and id do just about anything for someone to go pick up my bf if i wasnt able to..... so yea. itll be an adventure at the very least! and then after that im goin back to nicole and saras to party with them and saras sister who is coming to visit. so yeaaaa..... but then the weekend should be decent... riding, working out, and hopefully ice skating again!!!!!
i really need to get off my ass and get a job or internship for the summer, and find a place to live for the summer....
hmmmmmmm otherwise....... im still bummed/worried/stressed and missing steven A SHIT TON..... i havent heard from him in a few days, which so far i think has been the longest..... and it sucks!!!!! i miss him so much. plus halleys been stressin out over these exams, so shes been kinda moody, which ive come to figure out a lonnnng time ago, but at the same time, i have the same exams!! plus lots of other stresses too!!!! but i guess thats my eh fuck it whatever attitude that may or may not be good in the long run, lol. hmm. ive been kinda bummed out over the weekend.. but i was also feeling kinda sick, and the weather was really nasty so maybe thats all. i feel better today, and today wasnt any better in any particular way....
ok well time to shower and go to bed so i get my 9 hours!!
i love you steve!!! (if you read this anymore, lol!)
i really need to get off my ass and get a job or internship for the summer, and find a place to live for the summer....
hmmmmmmm otherwise....... im still bummed/worried/stressed and missing steven A SHIT TON..... i havent heard from him in a few days, which so far i think has been the longest..... and it sucks!!!!! i miss him so much. plus halleys been stressin out over these exams, so shes been kinda moody, which ive come to figure out a lonnnng time ago, but at the same time, i have the same exams!! plus lots of other stresses too!!!! but i guess thats my eh fuck it whatever attitude that may or may not be good in the long run, lol. hmm. ive been kinda bummed out over the weekend.. but i was also feeling kinda sick, and the weather was really nasty so maybe thats all. i feel better today, and today wasnt any better in any particular way....
ok well time to shower and go to bed so i get my 9 hours!!
i love you steve!!! (if you read this anymore, lol!)