Today my pockets were empty
But my heart was full of You.
I am still a mess.
This semester is a disaster.
[too much work, too many units of crazy difficult shit,
and minimal amounts of pleasure and satisfaction]
I still don’t know where I am going,
Especially since I don’t know how I can or will be able to salvage my classes and the time I’m losing.
I feel terrible about even bringing these things up while Jessica is away from home, working her ass off to the ‘n’th degree on here school work and with her own troubles/worries.
It really shouldn’t be that big of a deal. So what if I will need an extra semester here.
BECAUSE, that’s why. I need to be closer to things that matter most to me.
Time and delays are something I CAN NOT afford, mentally. (which is why it is a big deal).
Yeah, but I still have the things that matter, Jessica and a few awesome friends.
I just need to get past and get out. Somehow.
Soon.
Ok, enough.
I Love You
Bye ppl
I am still a mess.
This semester is a disaster.
[too much work, too many units of crazy difficult shit,
and minimal amounts of pleasure and satisfaction]
I still don’t know where I am going,
Especially since I don’t know how I can or will be able to salvage my classes and the time I’m losing.
I feel terrible about even bringing these things up while Jessica is away from home, working her ass off to the ‘n’th degree on here school work and with her own troubles/worries.
It really shouldn’t be that big of a deal. So what if I will need an extra semester here.
BECAUSE, that’s why. I need to be closer to things that matter most to me.
Time and delays are something I CAN NOT afford, mentally. (which is why it is a big deal).
Yeah, but I still have the things that matter, Jessica and a few awesome friends.
I just need to get past and get out. Somehow.
Soon.
Ok, enough.
I Love You
Bye ppl