love you so much it makes me sick
something seems really strange to me. the input i get from different people. friends.. i guess you could say. what do you do when you can't trust your friends? you're up shit creek, right? i don't know. it's stupid. but i keep thinking about all the shit that was said in the past and wondering if any of it meant a thing. and if it did, then why the fuck is it like this now? eery. em says dan is overjoyed that we're friends again. that's amusing. i can't decide if i found contentment or if i simply lack intelligence. i am a simple person. easily amused, obviously. i would do anything to go back to how things were before. it wasn't was i would go for, but it was a start. each time, so far, something goes wrong. it's happened twice. i'm sick of the dissappointment. i'm gonna get tea or something.. since jo is gone, i have to keep some english in the family. i think i'll write her a letter today, too. farewell i suppose.